MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Saturday, November 03, 2007~~

yeah, i m back. Midterm is still going on and i just ended my Biochem paper last thur. Not fabulous but at least i noe i wun flunk this paper. Didn't really had the time to prepare for it becos quite a number of things had to b done last wk. Mon had a GE meeting for the last time be4 exams, tue and wed had guitar pract. Was reluctant to go bUt well, had to force myself to go since its the last pract be4 stopping for exams. Silly instructor picked on me again. Dun understand y also. Perhaps i m nt a perfect player there..i nv pract his scores only during pract so i tend to make mistakes..But still, its not fair to do tt in front of everyone rite...pin point someone till it really throws ur face. I m nt the only one who got such treatment..but usually the few of us tt i noe. Poor us.

So far, i made a decision n unless there is a v v v v good reason for me to NOT do so, i will execute my plan. hAhA. The plan is to quit the club after my 1 yr term of committe role and after staging the concert. Will try to make the concert a success and organise my stuff and leave. If i can still stay in hostel for the next yr, i might consider due to the convenience sake of it. But there are still a few reasons y i prefer not to continue my stay tho'. So it depends. Anyway, i dun think i m that hard-up to stay in hall. So, quitting the club is nt gonna affect my decision. I dun need the extra "responsibilities" to make my Uni life exciting.

Oh, But on one note, there are a few guitarists whom i felt are really really talented pple. They can really make u watch them play the guitar endlessly. U hum a song, they play it immediately with improvisations of their own. Jazz, tango, folk, classical, pop, bring it on, u ask for it, u get it. Wow..this is one thing i felt tt is the strong pt. of the pple there..talent pple can be found. Oh OH, and not forgeting to mention...i manage to catch the "live performance" of one of my favourite music pieces "Czardus" played by a prodigy there. hAHa..The piece made my day la. Of cos i've heard many other excellent pieces..and it made me smile a lil.

As usual, every time when its nearing exams or tests, 1 thing tt i'll improve or "master" back, is my guitar skills. Cos it will always be ard me. It is my destress tool, which results in more painful fingers. Haha...Hope my roomie doesn't mind. Come to think of it, i think i've been pretty "noisy" this whole wk. My body has been down with running nose+cough+sore throat+migraines. So, i have been blowing my nose and coughing through days from last wk till now. I think i used up a box of tissue +ard 6packet tissues a day. Germs floating ard my room everywhere. eh...abit ashamed abt tt..sorry ah roomie, hAHa..

Suddenly remembered a short conversation tt i had with roomie which i tot was pretty funny. It started when we were walking back to hostel from after lunch with a remaining curry puff and we were talking sth abt passing this curry to some eye-candies. So...

R : U pass to XXX and share it lar.

Me: Dun want lar, ur curry puff, u pass to whoever lar.

R : Nvm, u take it. *swings curry puff here n there*

Me: Aiya, u just bite the curry in the middle and pass the curry puff to XXX lar. Then tell him, " See, no matter where u start biting, u will still meet me in the middle". So sweet right?

R :...?!?!? OMG..i cant believe u said tt....*faintx everywhere*

Hahaha..wah raoz..i cant believe i can think of such phrases for my roomie la. She definitely gives me inspiration man.

Anyway, i think i quite suay for the past 2 days. Cheated feelings twice. Once after pract when a club member offered to send a few of my frens and i back to hostel. I din noe this person so i declined but my fren wanted the ride so ask me to tag along so i hesitantly followed. My hall could be the 1st few tt he wud past by but he went by another route so i became the last. In the car, i was jus blabbering abt some saxophone thing when he said he got a sax and asked if i wanna see it. I shaked my head and didn't reply after. The next thing i noe is tt he turned into a foreign carpark and stopped the car in front of a sch building lab and say we can go in n view his sax! I was darn shock la, so i just stun n follow him. He tooK the sax out..explained as he fixed it and started blowing some exercise pieces. I looKed totally disinterested within a few min cos i became quite pissed. I was sick n i had my mid term the next day (which was y i agreed on the ride back which i assume would be faster) and then i was brought there. He even asked me to try blowing his sax as he taught briefly which i would have been interested IF things WERE not DONE that way. So i rejected all offers and just stared at him. Later he showed me a video which i was pretty amused but everything was so wrong that my mood just hit my head and i walked off saying tt i was leaving and he finally packed up n got me back. Diao. ridiculous. I dun even noe him..nt even his name. Irritating. I wun mention the next incident (not the guy anymore) but its somewhat along the same cause. Got cheated into gg somewhere else n wasted all my time n time to rest when i planned to reach hm asap from hostel yest.

Yeah..so i m guillible or just silly. Haha...who noes. anyway the matter's over, i dun care alr.

Next wk...alot to think abt...physics midterm..some external events to plan my time abt cos the wk after is the start of my finals...give me my red-bull-coffee-expresso concoction leh...

"live dreams tgr."

7:35 PM